Help - Saturday, June 28th 2008 4:37 PM
I have a real problem reaching out to people and asking for help. It takes having a really strong feeling of desperation and it creates a great deal of anxiety when I...
Hell - Saturday, June 21st 2008 6:41 PM
Am I going to hell? Or am I already there? A “cyber” friend once brought up the theory that people who commit suicide go directly to hell. That brings up...
Voids - Friday, June 13th 2008 5:11 PM
I shouldn’t be blogging right now. I should be doing something productive. I have a whole list of things I could be doing. Blogging was on the list, but...
Thank you - Tuesday, June 10th 2008 7:16 AM
I just wanted to thank everyone who is reading my blog. Unlike the mysterious message in a bottle, I know that my message is being read and that makes me feel a lot less...
Wavering - Monday, June 9th 2008 2:27 AM
It was a close thing. I was lying in bed, contemplating the agony that my life has become. I had been trying to get to sleep for hours, but felt just as wide awake...